A NEW U, NEW YEAR.

U KNOW THE ENDING OF EACH YEAR IS ALWAYS THE TIME WHEN I FEEL WE SHOULD SHAKE OFF THE OLD AND BE READY FOR THE NEW.
We should know what we want for the next year and pursue it with vigour.....remembering always to work from your passion....if u don`t like what u r doing change it.......no one should be in a job doing what they don`t love....to pursue it successfully u have to love it.
As KHALIL GIBRAN says
"Work is love made visible. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste, it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy."
IN OTHER WORDS IF U NOT WORKING FROM PASSION LEAVE THE WORK ............
we must recognize that when we are not working from our passion everything seems like work.......life gets harder......
But remember life is nothing but choices.....choose wisely in 2008 be conscious of what u want out of life and remember wrong choices come back to haunt us,if not today then certainly tomorrow.
MAKE THIS THE YEAR U EAT GREEN......... THEREFORE U WILL AVOID MAKING THE DOCTORS AND THE DRUG COMPANIES WEALTHIER AND CAN MAKE INVESTMENTS TO HELP U INSTEAD.............
Also IF U SLIP,do not be too hard on yourselves. We operate from our level of consciousness, so at all times we r doing the best we can.....as we grow and our consciousness grows we make better decisions,once we make better decisions life gets better..........
Spirtuality is the answer to us finding true joy.Once we know who and what we are,life gets easier as we stop carrying this heavy load.
WE NEED TO RELEASE NEGATIVE ENERGY FROM THE MIND AND BODY.
We need to change our language, realizing what we put out as words can be damaging to us.
Stress needs to be banished from our vocabulary......
We ask the father to please do not let us get ill when we r to focus on being well and our prayer should be thank u father for HEALTH.......we ask not to be poor The universe hears POOR ... our prayer should be thank u father for all this WEALTH.....KNOWING WE ARE RICH CHILDREN OF GOD.
CAROL TUTTLE SAYS:Ask for wisdom to understand your life lessons better
Ask for patience as u r being moved to more depth and understanding of who u really are
Ask for more peace as u do not have all the answers at this time
Ask for more endurance as u move through through this place where opposing forces are actively trying to thwart u
Ask for more love for your self and others
Ask for more willingness to do what is right and timely in your life
REMEMBER ASK AND IT IS GIVEN, WHATEVER U PUT OUT RETURNS TO U MULTIPLIED.SO BE CONSCIOUS OF WHAT U PUT OUT.
EVERY THOUGHT WE THINK IS CREATING OUR FUTURE.
Not only in our work but in our relationships,saying about your son "im bad u see" what do u think is going to happen?what message r u sending? "her ears so hard.she won`t hear when i talk to her"And then u expect her to hear?" HE IS NOT GOING TO PASS THE EXAM"...."HE IS NOT STUDYING".......we set up our children to fail,then sit back and wonder what happened.
We also set up our LOVE relationships to fail,always seeing the lack never giving thanks for whatever little there is..........
As we reflect on 2007 we need to let go the past and FORGIVE, knowing that without forgiveness we cannot move on.
We need to let people be energized by just being in our presence............
We need to tithe to those that we learn our lessons from,remember there is no wrong lesson it just means we needed to learn the lesson so we don`t repeat it.
No one can do anything to u ...only u can allow it to be done TO U.
CASH PLUS didn`t steal your money......u joined a line and willingly gave them your money hoping to be rich......maybe even got a little bit GREEDY..........
U WERE WARNED......U DIDN`T LISTEN,SO TAKE THE LESSON.......KNOW THAT THERE IS LOTS MORE MONEY OUT THERE TO BE MADE.
We need to KNOW 2008 IS OUR YEAR.
As i told u in an earlier blog (Cancer Tests) JOEL OSTEEN said choose every morning to have a good day.....do NOT listen to the naysayers and bearers of doom and gloom.
At midnight CHOOSE TO KNOW THAT 2008 WILL BE THE GREATEST YEAR OF YOUR LIFE .

JUST A THOUGHT

OUR CHILDREN HAVE BEEN SOCIALIZED TO BE FEARFUL.DO U REALIZE THAT?
NAIYAH AND HER TRAMPOLINE MADE ME REALIZE THAT.
We sit around waiting on the worse to happen when she is as happy as a lark jumping away...........
I`M SCARED OF LIZARDS WHY? BECAUSE MY MOTHER AND FATHER WERE, THATS WHY...... AND THEY TAUGHT ME THIS FEAR. WHAT CAN A LIZARD DO TO ME? false -evidence- appearing -real....
If naiyah jumps off the trampoline whats the worst that can happen? She hurts herself,and won`t jump to the edge again........ Its not that she is dropping from far, its very close to the ground. What right do we have to put our fears onto our children?
But then on the other hand,we need to teach our children not to play around the stove not to hold hot irons etc. thats not stopping their creativity is it?.......is that even the same thing?I think not......Is this why our children are little robots?Do we put our learned fears on them?
naiyah likes to wear a panty over her all in one pajamas...what makes us tell her that is wrong?who says its wrong?thats our view........she thinks its gorgeous, and she usually color co-ordinates them perfectly......whats wrong with that?
I`ve lived long enough to see bras become outerwear,who says panties won`t become outerwear one day.......
Is that the same thing as wearing your shoes on the wrong foot?no,as that makes walking difficult wearing 2 different shoes though might be a totally different thing.....might be a hip thing to do.........i watch men wear 2 different color socks all the time.
Is it we fear people might think our children strange?
I used to swing high and fast every day at school,those swings would be outlawed now.There was no parent standing behind me pushing me........in fact we used to rip our skirts jumping out all the time.it was great fun we didn`t know we should be embarrassed........
No parents were around our jungle gym where many a bruise and bump was delivered.........I know its a different time and we fear our children being taken away by sick people but we can watch them without passing FALSE-EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL onto them.Isn`t that negativity?
DON`T WE NEED THEM TO SEE THE WORLD IN A POSITIVE LIGHT?
I think if children learn to take chances early, they soar in life...........guidance is what we should give them,not fear...........JUST A THOUGHT.

A VERY NAIYAH CHRISTMAS

Christmas is the time of year i reserve for family. I used to come up on christmas day to visit my son and his wife.....now since my grandaughter's arrival i`m here by christmas eve so we can have christmas morning under the tree......... Life continues to be wonderful, and although i thought the first year of naiyah's life was great, this year is so much better as she now knows me and calls for nehnen (grandma) every 2 mins........hi nehnen.......love u nehnen..........I look at her and see so much of me, they say she is so "fass" I like to think she is inquisitive , she is also shaped just like me "thunderthighs"..........I see her running behind me at work, just like my staff said she would, now i see it is a real possibility.......I cannot believe at 21 mths old she is counting and telling be about the "blue" cup and singing "patta cake" by herself.......when i mislay my things she finds them,she always remembers where i have put my glasses hours after and I love the fact that i taught her to say please and thank u . I`m also thrilled beyond belief that she is a shoes goddess and totally into makeup and clothes..........where did she get that from?
My husband told me when she was born that i was going to think she is a genius and the prettiest girl in the world.... I don`t know what his problem is as she REALLY IS A GENIUS, AND THE PRETTIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD!:) Joke is he is the one that tells her fifty times a day how special she is and don`t forget how bright and beautitful she is also. She won`t have lack of confidence issues.
Her papa gave her a trampoline for her gift. Her mother has not come to grips with a 6ft trampoline in the space between her living and dining room,and the fact that life now consists of watching this child "Bumping", mommy can get to do nothing else as Naiyah is under 2 therefore a bump to the edge of the trampoline means she falls off in a flash.....not only that, but she is now taking the dining table chairs and jumping from them unto the trampoline.

 

I must say i kind of take sides with mommy but the joy in naiyah's face when she is "bumping" makes me side with papa. The New Year will bring me back home with my memories of 2007...... a trampoline, a tickle me elmo shirt and a jamaican hat all is well with the world, and gifts were not overdone .......did i tell u i got an IPOD TOUCH for christmas,since the iphones are not sold unlocked officially in jamaica yet, and as my son is an "Apple Genius"(thats what Apple techs are called) his mother is forbidden to buy one....DIGICEL OR CABLE & WIRELESS please hurry...........
Regarding christmas with naiyah,I KNOW I`ll HAVE to be around next year as it will be santa at Macy's,and the christmas show at Radio City Music Hall.......can`t wait!

AFFIRMATIONS FOR 2008

2008 should be a year of affirmations......I find that we really are what we put out into the universe,so if we put out positives that is what will come back to us.........We need to take accountability for every aspect of our life and find out who we really are..........
If we use affirmations with the intention to be more accountable we are in the most powerful position to allow change to occur and thats what we need.....CHANGE!
SELF APPROVAL AND SELF ACCEPTANCE IN THE NOW R THE KEY TO POSITIVE CHANGES
I have a list of affirmations for the new year...courtesy of Carol Tuttle. A fabulous energy healing teacher, who wrote the book REMEMBER WHOLENESS.Every one should read that book at least once.
Here r the daily affirmations she suggests for next year with my comments.

I am ready,willing and able to look,see,and tell the truth.........."speak the truth and speak it ever,cost it what it may"still holds this and every year.

I am ready willing and able to assume responsibility for my life now........stop making excuses.

I love and accept myself.....too many of us don`t even like ourselves .......if u don`t love yourself, how can anyone love u?when we really love ourselves, everything in our life works.

I trust the choices i make......because u would have thought them through before u made them.

I trust that others have their own answers for their life.......remember u cannot choose a life for anybody ,not your children, not your spouse everybody has to do it for themselves.

I choose to live and I accept love, help and healing.........just reinforcing what is so difficult to do.

I am worthy of having what i want ,my needs matter.......u r just as important as every member of your family,do not sacrifice yourself.

I do my best and my best is good enough........remember I can only come from my level of consciousness,so I don`t need to beat up my self when things don`t go right.

These affirmations address the core issues that most people struggle with at the deepest level of their being.Putting a daily focus on these truths will shift your core vibration which allows greater shifts in your life,bringing the change that u desire to take place.
Remember most of our negatives r only a thought ,and a thought can be changed!

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS

So now we turn to the new year..and immediately our thoughts turn to new year's resolutions..aren`t we tired of doing that? every year we make them and by mid january we forget them.
"we r going to start excercising"..... we go and pay for our gym membership and by the end of the month we have started going once per week saying we can`t find the time, by feb. the money has been wasted.
"we r going to start eating properly" ......"we r going on a diet".......and on and on. All a waste of time...This year do it constructively....make a list of goals u would like to achieve,take out your list in june and see what u have achieved, if u have achieved nothing its time to speed up, but usually just the act of writing it down sends a committment to the universe.......... NOT," I`M GOING ON A DIET". THAT NEVER WORKS..TRY "I`M GOING TO CUT OUT EVERYTHING WHITE THIS YEAR",WHITE FLOUR,WHITE SUGAR, WHITE RICE, AND CHANGE EVERYTHING WHITE TO GREEN...... GREEN JUICE INSTEAD OF SODA WHICH HAS WHITE SUGAR...GREEN VEGETABLES INSTEAD OF WHITE RICE AND FLOUR.I GUARANTEE THAT BY JUNE U WOULD HAVE LOST A FEW POUNDS .
U will then feel encouraged and would have been well under way to losing your sweet tooth as remember cutting out white sugar will cut out cheesecake in fact all forms of cake and putting green vegetables like pak choi and spinach etc will let rice,unless brown, and potatoes take a break,so your body will start to shrink.... not only only that but those of u with diabetes and high blood pressure will certainly be feeling better as those r two conditions that can be treated successfully with food.
Next thing u r going to do for the new year is tell people they have been important in your life.Too many of us have people who we treasure from afar....here is an example...... stop doing this. Its very important to let people know what they have done for u,and what they mean to u.
I thank God daily for those of u who never fail to tell me how important i have been in ur lives.I think that's because u feel i`m on borrowed time and u wouldn`t want me to die without letting me know BUT IT'S VERY IMPORTANT TO ME......TREAT EVERYBODY WHO HAS BEEN IMPORTANT TO U AS IF THEY R ON BORROWED TIME.
Last year when I got sick I got an e-mail from a young man who told me how important i was to him as i showed confidence in him by allowing him to drive me around when his parents wouldn`t allow him to touch their car (he omitted to say how he had run the car with me in it, into a wall) but anyway I didn`t even remember that, so it brought back all kind of humorous memories,and made me realize how little things make their mark.

THINGS AND TIMES

I rest my case ...read about the fight over the cost of blasting us with nuclear energy see NY Times article....great way to start the year. Seems as if some people r really wondering if the money wouldn`t be better spent on alternate treatments like GLYCONUTRIENTS instead of these expensive horrific treatments.
I have been talking to a lot of cancer patients over the season and one thing i found that all of us have in common,THOSE THAT HAVE MADE IT SO FAR, is 2 or 3 rounds of chemo instead of 10 or 12............. is there something in burning out the bad cells and immediately starting things like glyco nutrients which help u to grow healthy cells? Seems as if that needs more research come 2008.
Those of u who r at home this Christmas doing nothing but watching TV, please count during your programmes how many times an ad. for a drug company comes on...whether lipitor, advil whatever,just count and realize that they r marketing themselves into our hearts and souls with us not even being aware of it and in 2008 do something about it........ here is a humourous take on the matter and a not so humourous one.
Another thing that came to me during my end of year thoughts,how much music is important to the state of the nation.The anger in most of our Jamaican musicians translates to the anger in the young people and peaceful music really calms the soul...they say classical music playing in the background while babies sleep improve their brain power and i can believe that.........
I also notice that Bob Marley has stood the test of time with his message music.
Cindy Breakspare and her son JR. GONG trying to put a little discipline in us by giving us quality shows that start on the dot of 9p.m. and finish exactly at 2a.m.
Taurus Riley trying to make women feel good about themselves with She's Royal , hope he succeeds......Beres trying to take us to another level with his "ONE MOMENT IN TIME".Hope he gets the support.
Will VYBZ CARTEL be around in 2015?And will his music be remembered for anything positive....My younger son put 14 tracks on my computer and going through them before deleting I noticed all fourteen if they didn`t start with GUN it started with PU...(expletive) What a great message for our young people! How will they be any better if thats all they listen to.......?
We need to start at ground zero with our children if Jamaica is to be any better,and in 2008 we need our DJ`S who r such role models to buy into the future.
We cannot have our young people knowing nothing about dancing with each other ...go to any "young people" party.They dance back to front,not face to face and its sad to watch the women belittling themselves....if a romantic ballad came on they wouldn`t know what to do with it......oh for the days of "rent a tile".......
Am i really that old?
I GUESS THINGS AND TIMES THEY REALLY DO CHANGE.....................

MY FAVOURITE THINGS 2007

computer....IMAC
shoes.....Zappos
clothes...Banana Republic
500 count sheets.....Smart Bargains
baby clothes......June Plum
music video ....... Alicia Keys live AMA 2007
dj/personality ......BOUNTY KILLA
dj..... babycham baby Cham & alicia
female singer.....sarah brightman,this year and every year. sarah sings Ave Maria
male singer .....beres hammond beres sings Rockaway
drink.....sorrel (without sugar)
fruit.......sweetsop
snack .... raw ackee
raw food chef /food scientist....Ray (stoveless1@yahoo.com)
town .........Ocho Rios
holistic practitioner .......Carrot Jarrett (innerphysician@aol.com)
car......Audi Q7
bank.......First Global ......especially Wendy Ansine
person.......Naiyah
best reaction to impending death from cancer...... Professor Randy Pausch . Prof. Randy on Oprah . Prof.Randy's Last Lecture
most refreshing thing that happened ....... Sunset Beach getting a face lift
best thing that happened........visiting the market instead of the supermarket
thing that made life easier.........highway opening between falmouth and mobay airport

MERRY CHRISTMAS

When u try all the things that the doctors say and it doesn`t work, its time to try what your gut told u in the first place....our gut which is spirit talking always tells us the RIGHT thing to do.....we tend to listen to spouse, friends, family doctor instead of tuning in to spirit.
Friends and family operate from fear and what they read and see on TV,they don`t operate from their guts and what's right for u. Don`t get caught up with the hype and the drama ,get caught up with the universe and it opening to u. Here is a good example of a man at the end of his rope and listening to gut and the universe opening up to him, supposed he had listened sooner ? CLICK HERE for story from Wall Street Journal ,he is getting results but so many people scoff when u tell them u would like to heal yourself the natural way, or anyway besides the regular chemo/radiation ......his way is not natural but different,and guess what it seems to be working.
After 2 years on chemo shouldn`t common sense be telling u that something is wrong,try something else?Sometimes thinking outside the box is the only way to think........notice all that has happened to this child while being treated ,is the loss worth the gain?and he had no gain.
And why jump on everything on the market,tiger bone and shark fin etc....... shouldn`t u look at people who u see living their dream after they got the bad news, and find out what they r doing?there r lots of people doing things that doctors believe strange and they r meeting tremendous success with it........
Sometimes its just the mind that's not strong enough,and its not strong because we listen to too many different people instead of listening to our gut ........
This Christmas make it one of focus,focus on yourself,your family, your friends........I went to a friend's 3 year old daughter's party and the amount of doritos and cheetos,turning the little hands and hearts orange was amazing.........Isn`t there something else to give them?



Try and give the gift of health this Christmas i`m not saying to eat like me but start putting more green,more protein from nuts and less from animals.....live food must not be confused with vegetarian food...some of the most unhealthy people i know are vegetarian......... excercise a little self discipline.
There is a most gorgeous book out this Christmas,it makes the greatest gift its called" NYAM JAMAICA,a culinary tour" its by Rosemary Parkinson and its about eating around the island .......fabulous book,the pictures alone is worth two times the book"s cost............I haven`t been able to put it down since i got it, as i browsed St. James there i am in live and living colour with my favourite recipe STEW PEAS and rice with PIGS TAIL.I was known for this meal....the fattier the pigs tail the more delicious it was to me,well guess who was hospitalized with cancer of the colon about 3 mths after the picture was taken.......Pat Wright thats who.I look the picture of health and the memories of that pigstail makes me drool even now.......But life is sweeter without it so........Merry Christmas to me as i drink my sorrel which i didn`t know I didn`t have to DRAW,STEEP,BREW OR BOIL........blended raw with cane juice and ginger its a fabulous drink.....I will eat my raw ackee ,curry plaintain and greens my sweet will be my almond cookies or I can drink my almond and papaya milk....
I will be having a good time JUST AS I USED TO WHEN THE HAM SKIN WAS THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY CHRISTMAS............. i`m ALIVE!
THANK U FATHER ,ONE MORE CHRISTMAS...........

GIFTS

Have u ever wondered what Christmas is all about....? Read Ben Stein's Christmas Confessions. We are taught that Christmas is for giving but we get caught up with giving to people who already have.......... giving our children more toys more clothes, just generally giving them too much...
This year how about one gift each family member telling them thanks for a great year,and showing how u appreciate them and then give really give........
Long ago when i realized that giving meant more than giving to friends and family who i thought already had enough i decided to pull five thousand dollars change it into 100`s and 500`s and give who i felt needed some Christmas cheer, that was a lot of money in the 1990`s ......well i found it brought ME such joy giving to ittle old ladies in the plaza who would just bubble over at the sight of a 100 dollars to the check out guys at the supermarkets who in those days got $20, getting $100 was just heaven ,it also made sure all groceries were packed properly next year .......It was great fun then and still brings great happiness to me and has grown over the years until now altough the needy is staff whose needs stretch from money to help after gunmen have shot and killed or burned down or maimed to children needing money to pay to get exam results......The reasons have certainly changed, the amounts have certainly changed but the need is still there....
Instead of the bounceabouts and the unlimited toys please think of all those children who have lost their fathers and mothers this year.......instead of another huge party make it real and ask that instead of gifts donations will be taken for a childrens home..remember all those children in there have birthdays too.
Think of all those women who have been abused who a tube of lipstick or a pair of earrings might make them feel pretty again........all those sick people that need proper nutrition instead of expensive medication( that they can`t afford anyway) give them some good food.... this year i asked for my pixie present to be food and at the party i just loved my basket of pineapples and peppers, grapes, cauliflower etc. it was just fabulous,and something that i can use immediately and the basket can go to the market......wonderful......so think your gifts through this year, a school book might be of greater help than another t-shirt.Proper track shoes might make that potential track star go a few seconds faster.....your old glasses frames will be fabulously new to someone who can`t afford one and the difference between getting their priscription filled or not,do not throw out those things.......... soda, cake and cheetos are not treats,they r gifts that come back to haunt u later in life, and another toy made in china will be in the bottom of the toy box come January,while they play with wooden spoons and plastic containers,TRUST ME!

WHAT MAKES US DIFFERENT

Why do some people have a great product and can`t commit to the product or to a relationship or just to anything..? what does it take to commit......putting your all behind your belief.....or is it that u didn`t believe in the first place? I need to know the answer to that.......we have an idea,we decide to pursue it,but not prepared to put the time and the energy behind it,some use the excuse they have no money but trust me,commit and watch the money roll in.THE UNIVERSE always opens up for committed people.why bother to start if u not willing to commit ?
Do u know any of these people......look carefully at them their whole life reflects lack of commitment............they usually cannot commit to either anyone or anything,
what makes some of us winners and some of us losers? what is the difference between those of us who succeed and those who constantly fail.......?
Is it our attitude ? our ability to turn negatives into positives?
what is it?...u and i come from the same area ,eat the same food go to the same school hear the same negatives ,hear the same lessons being preached,what is it?don`t tell me its the genes as it happens in families who grew up at the same table u turn a drug dealer i turn a doctor.......what is it?
does it have to do with our stars being aligned or the moon being in a certain phase when we were born?why can 3 of us be the same flesh and blood and so completely different?why can some of us make a decision and some of us can`t?
where did we learn our sense of right and wrong?parents..... school...... life?
Just thinking this morning as i watch people make all kinds of strange choices that is going to affect their lives down the road but they do it anyway......watch as some say they r in business but mediocrity turns out to be the game they play........how long will they stay in the game?
u see it boils down to the fact that only u can do it for u ,I cannot do it for u . And if u don`t see it ,it will never happen
guess its the same reason i like cheese and u do not.

WHY

WHY DID I SURVIVE NOT ONCE BUT 2 TIMES.?????
IS IT TO SAVE PEOPLE FROM PUTTING THE OTHER FOOT IN THE GRAVE?LEAD PEOPLE TO HEALTH ? HOW?
IT CAN`T BE TO RUN SPAS ?IT CAN`T BE TO DESIGN CLOTHES?
WHAT IS IT THEN....?
I remember looking at the shell of my friend she was one of JESUS AND THE 12 disciples at school. WE ALL WENT THROUGH PREP AND HIGH SCHOOL TOGETHER..... I WONDER,WHAT IS IT? WHY WOULD SHE BE RIDDLED WITH LIVER COLON CANCER,PLUS PARKINSON`S..HOW CAN I HELP? AS I CALL HER AND HEAR HER VOICE SOUNDING STRONGER MY HEART LEAPS IS SHE REALLY GETTING STRONGER>>>>>IS ALL I`M DOING HELPING?
I remember seeing her for the first time since i heard she was sick.She had not wanted me or any of the disciples to see her or help her,we all called trying to reach out to her but she never replied.Finally getting to see her I knew why.......looking at her was not for the faint of heart...I wondered if it was TOO LATE, all signs said so ,but off i went making sure she had green juice and getting her all the medication i knew would help......plus the most important thing, getting her to repeat "i choose life".....
SHE USED TO CALL ME PATTY IN SCHOOL AND HERE IT WAS AGAIN.."HI PATTY'............WAS I WINNING? DID SHE REALLY DECIDE TO CHOOSE LIFE AS SHE FIRMLY REPEATED AFTER ME WHEN I WENT TO SEE HER..............AS I DROVE TO WORK AROUND THE ISLAND I ASKED THE FATHER TO HOLD HER IN HIS ARMS JUST LIKE HOW HE WAS HOLDING ME AS I DROVE.
But it was not to be.....the withdrawal started again and the menu changed to cowfoot ( last favourite meals) who knows? maybe she decided the fight was too much and let go.......... whatever the reason,I had to acknowledge defeat.......this past year i`ve had to acknowledge a lot of defeat........
As the different calls came in,this one has breast cancer,another one has a friend who has breast cancer,still another has colon cancer,on and on it went ....WAS THIS WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO?....I ASKED THE FATHER TO SHOW ME ..........They all started the same way with the person on the line saying so and so told me how wonderful u look, can i know what u have been doing to keep cancer at bay ?
MY HUSBAND SAYS I HAVE SPECIAL GENES ..........
why am i meeting all these health food and wellness practitioners?......there must be a reason..the father will soon reveal the plan.....Too many people r ill,cancer seems to be touching us all..........
MY HOLISTIC PRACTITIONER SAYS I KEEP HAVING TOO MUCH INTERNAL DIALOGUE
WHAT DO I SAY?

GLYCO ENABLES PARTY TIME

One of my holistic practitioners was asking me this morning what is it going to take for people to take their GLYCONUTRIENTS as it should be taken so one can see the results. Why do people not have faith? why when they start bloating,(if ur immune system is compromised, u bloat till u r healed) they stop?why r doctors telling people dying of cancer that they can still eat pork?why is it that we don`t go with our gut feelings? why if somebody tells us to go to mexico and detox we jump on it instead of getting the junk out now while we r healthy and can take detoxing.We need to know that when we have one foot in the grave thats the worst thing we r to do!
I spoke to a father of a young man with liver lung and colon cancer who has been on chemo from last year and he has now been given 2 months to live and he still hesitates to put his son on it.............what does he have to lose????why not take a chance......nothing beats a trial but a failure...so try......But his son would have to believe, not him,and if he father is negative hard for the son to be positive, and most of us when we get the news we done dead already.we like the drama as we get more attention than ever before..........so we not even conscious that we buying into the "soon dead" theory.
I like to believe that the reason i`m alive is because i have no doctor advising me every step of the way......I have an oncologist but she listens to me,and I have my husband,who thinks like me quality instead of quantity........i guess because i live with one i know doctors have fears just like us and didn`t learn anything about holistic medicine and live food..they learnt to prescribe when presented with symptoms but how many of them look for the root cause of the symptom..and if they even find out what do they know about live food and energy fields?A lot of them now know belief kill and belief cure but why when chemo not helping do they persist???????
All the people i know who died with their glyco by their bedside had doctors telling them no,don`t take it.................I am home because I am just not feeling 100%....I have been running up and down so hard that i haven`t been eating or taking my supplements on time and in the proper doses.....sometimes life just takes over and u feel too good so u overdo ........ and the father has to pull u up.
A friend said to me this morning "if i did half of what u did i would be dying with tiredness.why u think u musn`t be tired?"well i`m in my bed for 2 days.............I admit i`m tired...........this is the time of they year when all 3 hotels come alive The winter season not only starts on the 15th but christmas is here........
There r award functions and christmas parties....to make sure u r alive u attend them all....Is it in the back of your mind that next year u might not be here? u bet your sweet dollar it is .......2 schools of thought .......live everyday or take it easy and either way u might not make it.I`ll go with the first one......
tomorrow the fun begins..............
looks like i will have to take my glyco on time now, won`t I? .........Read Dr.Ben Carson's testimony

THE UNIVERSE

HOW MANY OF US KEEP DOING THE SAME THING DAY AFTER DAY AND EXPECT RESULTS?.....HOW R WE GOING TO CHANGE OR HOW IS OUR LIFE GOING TO CHANGE WHEN WE CONTINUE ON THE SAME OLD PATH........In our diet,in our relationships,in our finances.
WE KEEP SABOTAGING OURSELVES ,NOT EVEN SHIFTING SLIGHTLY......we know we should eat better still we arrive at the fast food places,THE EXCUSE BEING we have no time to cook.When i was cooking it took 15 mins.Now i`m non cooking it takes 15 mins.The lines at those famous places takes minimum 15 mins.... then u have to get home.
We want our relationships to change what do we do? do we love more and take less? do we say and treat the person how we would want to be treated and how we want to be spoken to?.... no.......as women do we still have conversations BELITTLING MEN?.....
When i met my now husband he asked me how do my friends and myself expect to find good men when all we do is sit and curse men saying they r dogs, r untrustworthy, r unfaithful,and on and on.He said" how r u ever going to attract good men to come into your lives.............u get the behaviour u expect!".........
U not only get the behaviour u expect.......u get the man u have called to u as the universe hears what u put out, and we don`t say i want a generous man we say i don`t want a mean man, so the universe gets "mean man" and surely enough one is on his way to you.....we need to stop focusing on what we don`t want in our lives.
lets not hear i don`t want to be poor its, i am a RICH child of God........
And when u have sent out what u want to the universe ..DO THE WORK.....
Don`t wait while life passes u by.....live your life,LOVE your life.........when the ideas come give thanks for them and move forward in faith..don`t dismiss the idea saying u don`t have the money or the know how to do it..once u give thanks and move to accomplish your goal, the universe opens all the doors u need to be opened and clears your path..........what we do is sit back ,and when someone runs with the idea u say someone has"stolen" your ideas........
The ideas r there in the universe for one and all....watch people who r successful,do u see them curled up in a corner smoking weed all day?
why r some people leaders and some followers,and take note what the followers follow....
Look at people who r excited with life......what happened to make them that way ?
Why r people so interested in badmouthing people who r busy moving ahead?why don`t they start following positive instead of sitting back with negative.......when at the workplace can we always come from love instead of malice ? can we co-operate instead of alienate.....
At home can we have peace instead of quarrel.......
Plan together instead of planning separately..........
COMMUNICATE WITH THE UNIVERSE...STATE CLEARLY WHAT U WANT.
THEN RUN THE EXTRA MILE TO GET IT!

SHOES

U know on this beautiful sunday morning it entered my mind that we don`t really know what is in store for us to day .
Thats why we should enjoy every hour, every moment,to the max, as tomorrow is promised to no one, especially people with cancer.We really need to give thanks in a serious way as we have been given a warning so we really should get it ........right?...Bob Marley died without a will why? Didn`t he get it?
If he didn`t even believe he was going to die didn`t he get a "memo" that he was in serious waters so he should be prepared.....How many of us leave our homes and don`t come back?..
A member of my staff ate fast food with her husband,he changed into his shorts and t-shirt,said "soon come" to the children and herself.On returning they shot him at the gate.
At 6p.m. when they ate their fast food did he know it was his last meal? ......did he know he was going to"touch road" for the last time?...If somebody had told him would he have" touched road "or stayed with his family or would he have started screaming in fear...
Everybody who gets cancer wether a warning or a full blown attack KNOWS fear.........how many of us thank God for the warning?How many of us acknowledge we r scared and trust God to calm our fears ...knowing that no matter the outcome everything will be alright ,we WILL be alright .......As no matter what its only good,if we survive its good, and if we don`t its still good as there must be something bigger and better for us where we r going than lying in a bed unable to move,as the body that was housing our spirit that u treated so badly,no respect shown to it at all over the years, breaks down and starts to leave u.Why do we need to hold on? What do we think we haven`t finished that we can finish from a hospital bed connected to all kinds of machines........
Some of us get paralyzed by FEAR and some of us use it as a catalyst to get on with life......quality instead of quantity ,today instead of tomorrow..NOW instead of later.........Time for yourself planned into everyday, instead of everyone else first and u after the fact....they will all be here doing just what they want to without you,And u and your nagging will be gone.....don`t sweat the small stuff,
If u had a lifelong wish to paint ,paint,who cares that u r not picasso? If u always wanted to dance,take a class.
Just get moving time is precious.
If 24 hours seems short to u remember its going to be long when u r in bed unable to move.......
Last year when i came home from the hospital , my first realization that i was truly sick was my reaction to my shoes.Those of u who know me well know that shoes r my passion.Well i looked at my closet filled with shoes and realized that if i had died in hospital which i almost did......someone else in fact A LOT of someone elses would even now be wearing my shoes.